today is a total screw-up, fuck-up, sucky day. I screw up my 1st paper, maths. In a foul mood now. shit! the paper was so damn screw up! so difficult! out of 4 questions, i could only managed to do a countable handful of one palm of question PARTS! fuck man! i'm dead. bloody dead without a mangle of my corpse. maths! my favourite subject! i screw it up! how demoralising can that be?? Cordy told me while the invigilators were collecting the scripts, one of the lecturer spoke to her. "such a difficult paper. how do u find it?" Cordy just gave him her mega-watt winning smile coz she could find words to say for 2 reasons. 1: she doesn't know how to reply, YES IT'S TOTALLY SCREWED! NO! IT'S PATHETICALLY EASY!. 2: simple. the lecturer was cute. Now that's Cordy!
No appetite to have my lunch. Pissed off with my bf. Pissed off with the maths paper. Pissed off with myself for not doing well. Fucking pissed off. Now PISSED OFF AFTER READING!